I am both happy and unhappy right now.
The good things are that I start to enjoy school, just a little bit, again. The bad thing is that it 's just a little bit.
At 19:00 I've got an intervieuw with an artist for my G.I.P., I am not really nervous, that is strange and propbably bad. My G.I.P. isn't going very well, I work too slowly. I am tired.
I wish I had some more time to draw for myself, and to play Pokémon on the gameboy. But most of all draw.

I 've come to hate my username here on DA
I 'm frustrated to become a better artist
I don't have much for my G.I.P. yet,
and working for school takes so much time
I don't have enough time to draw for myself

But away from those, my day has been perfect
My class is idiotic, but that 's okay,
they 're my idiots.

Three years ago a boy asked me if I was in love with him,
I answered "Yes, I do", than he kissed my cheek, saying he was in love with me too.
Today, me and this boy, are together for three years. Many say it 's way too long, but I wouldn't mind if it 'd last another three, or threehundred years.
Next to that, my teacher likes the idea of my GIP, and is exited to see the final result. Someone believed in my artistic skills, that 's always nice to know.

Then again, I suddenly came up with a great birthday-present for a friend, though I don't think it might work. But then again, I got a new idea. I hope I remember it until then, since her birthday is next year.
Today was positive. I enjoyed it.

Today it started, we got to know the theme of our big endwork. It 's called "[Ge]letter(d)t". Well, that 's easy. No.
I thought they could make it worse, and so they did. It 's like we need to finish it this monday, plus all our other homework. I need a break already.
No this has started, my free-drawing-time might be over, so don't expect too much from me.



Clubs I 'm in will no longer be mentionned, I am lazy

School has started again, goodbye vacation. It 's gonna be a stressy year. The last year of highschool, meaning I 'll work on this big-very-big piece of work that will decide if I can pass. It 's called the GIP, and it's stressy.
Anyway, vacation being over means I 'll have less time to draw for myself. Though, my Pokémon-obsession might still go on for a while. Too bad I can't really express myself at school, people wouldn't accept my way of being insane.
More horrible is that I 'm in the girly-girl part of class when we get split up. Meaning no lots-of-fun-with-boy-jokes for me. And this 20 hours a week. Only talking about shopping, clothes and other girly-crap. What do such girls actually talk about anyway ?

I 've never listened to me, since the WAY they talked already annoyed me. I want in the boy-part of class. Being with girly-girls might depress me. I am happy at least 2 boys are in my class. They 're funny some times, but other times they are un-understanable (is that a word?). Further than that, school is okay. At mondays we start with math, big nightmare. That teacher wants to kill me, seriously. He 's a murderer.


Many greets and luck this schoolyear, to all of you !



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